day or night?

Is this real or this is just pretend?
How am I gonna know where my dreams come from, if I keep dreaming the same no reasons why
How am I gonna get over the people I love if I keep loving them in my dreams, how am I gonna forget the people I care if I see them all the time.. there.... again 'n again..
Once upon a time I used to believe I was a believer
now I believe I'm a seeker

Where do these dreams, thoughts come from?
I frankly say damn! I'm tired of giving everything a meaning..there's where the problem might is..I don't really have to look for a meaning for things I just have to live with .

It might be that, but at the same time I'm so fed up with the idea of Who knows?

This is one of those days which I hate being a stubborn relativist.. I don't wanna be in the middle I just want to have the fact, I hate doubting, I can't stand loneliness, and I just get irritated by curiosity.

Today I have no patience if it's ok to Remark it.
Today I don't care much, since I'm not obssesed.
Today I want to wonder, whether or not I'm amazed
of those one hit wonders all my life have played..


Shoot! let the door open
Like I always do
and even if it's broken
there's another gate to prove