Modus Vivendi

Everyday such a pretty standard lifestyle and still sometimes I don't even recognize what I really enjoy, who I really expect to be with me,who I like to talk to..

Passing by, seeing trough old friendly faces, all around myself, and they were always there, How could I just didn't see them that way?

I went towards the ocean, towards the woods, and I didn't find out which way to go better, until I portrayed myself drowning in a lake,in the sea, letting everything I've learned just infront of me, and everything I'd enjoyed before like the realest thing, having only one reason instead, I don't quite have an option, considering that one was loneliness.

Green miles, now again I went into the rainy clouds, the ones that whispered to me on those times, and I reset my self-assasinment recovering all I had to see sometime that I should have never let go but on the other hand I would have never known which way to go at the end of the day if I hadn't measure my fall over those fields before.

I gave some things for granted, I over reacted to some others and so on... I recall every piece of me under the grass of periods, and then I find out the missing piece of my present's puzzle, with all these friends, my family, my dogs and my own at best heart and mind conditions..

I don't really need the past, and I definetely don't need the future, Because I finally found home, and this is here, at the top of my heart.