An answer quest for a non-conflict situation

I guess I'm just forgiving everybody I have to even If I'm not aware of whom I mean.

I guess I'm trying not to want but to act like if every circunstance is a bowl full of chances.

I guess I'm trying not to expect anything besides to reach the best of my kindness and explore again (or maybe for the first time) the experience of giving it to the ones and the things I love.

I guess I am tired of wondering which is gonna be my life in the future years, instead all the time I'm staring carefully at all the things I live right at the moment of its happenin and figuring out what benefit I can get from each one of them.

I guess I don't want to look back anymore, but I can talk about my past when people ask me with regards.

I guess my ideal is to learn from everything and get the chance to express every single thing that every teacher taught me; the word teachers standing for every single person who has sometime any sort of relationship with me.

And that's how the Dalai Lama stood up for the idea of being "Cleverly selfish" !

I guess concerns, regrets and suffer are made to make us believe in what we are again and again, and that way we don't lose ourselves, because to keep going on our road we need some kick ass or awful experiences that distract us from it and then make us want to come back with or without our loved souls, our closest ones...

I believe sometimes it gets more difficult to overcome a success than a failure, so do not go easily confident!

And then in every road, those same highways we see everytime we travel, in a certain way connect us again to the things we did before, the people we used to love and the bad and good times we spent once upon a time... but if we look closer to the edge of the road, we see ourselves in a very different road because we have already changed it with our self-commitment to accomplish every challenge this road put us as a proof, and even when we fail, we get closer to our dream, the one that keep us waking up everyday with a gentle gesture on our face for the only reason of being standing up for it again and coming back to the jealous, tricky and untrusty road, but the same one we wanna keep walking on just because there's the need to figure oyut everyday the exact reason that made us woke up. Of course this reason can be different everyday but the essence of it is the same, KINDNESS AND WELLNESS for all that sorround us and finally FOR US.

That jealous, tricky and untrusty road is the same one we love passionately growing proportionally to our capability of giving of its challenges and consequently learning from the results in order to take us back to it again. and that road will only make us either MISERABLE or PROUD OF US. That's the choice for everybody and the best part: It is for free! Despite of all the earth objects are not.

Perhaps we keep guessing which choice to take, where to find the best way to act, how to get into the road once again and even which is the road I keep talking about in this note?

I say the road is every action we take everyday, so we have bunches or roads that come together with both choices, and THAT IS ALL FOR FREE!

It is perfectly fine not to know exactly WHAT WE WANT when people ask us.
Let's keep in mind that what we want is not a situation BUT AN EMOTIONAL, SPIRITUAL, PHYSICAL AND PSYCOLOGICAL STATE OF MIND.

Learn to love somebody new, to like a different kind of music, try to speak another language in a fluent way not worrying about your accent, try the strangest meal of the menu, read another kind of a book, sing out loud when you really feel like, do not feel ashamed of smiling by yourself, get marvel of those sunrises, and make the people working at the video center fed up with you.