Who is Nicole?

I woke up...
 7 am, and I need to rush and get to work....damn...I don't think I can make it to breakfast...better skip it, it's ok I don't need that much make up, and I have such a trendy short hair I don't even have to comb it.
Grreat night I had, OMG, How many stupid things I said to him? Godness, I didn't even try to flirt, I was just being me.. Ok, Nicole hurry up! You're getting late, and your workmate is calling you on the phone, oops, Gosh! (getting my cellphone out of my big big purse) Hi!! I'm almost there just give me 5 minutes, Traffic's horrible today, thank god I love Quebec! (just getting on the car, not really getting there)

Friday morning, cloudy day, everybody's planning their weekends, and I'm just thinking about one thing, The new guy I mess around yesterday, because he intrigued me so much, I kind of liked him now that I think about it, what If he results to be the one? What if He's the one who takes me to the church, right there and makes me company everynight while watching my fav tv show... Nicole, Nicole!! Here's the new client! Go attending him! We already told him you were kinda busy,  Shoot! I should stop this, that doesn't even make sense.

10:00 am and I'm sitting on my new creation a big poster of the new fragance of Carolina Herrera, those are the prototypes of course but obviously they're gonna accept them. I totally love what I do, but I need some confort at the end of the day, I just want to share my success with someone I love and not precisely my best buddie Hips (my five year old golden retriever). I just want to know if Im capable of having a family.

3:00 I have my lunch break, but since I'm my own boss I need to come back at 4 and I wish I could eat something more healthy than a hamburguer and more greasy than the apple and raisins salad I carried on my bag since last night thinking about my healthy habits I need to watch out. Shoot, Guess what? I have this client talking to me every five minutes asking about their promotions ready, I really need a publicist!! Who can be mine??? I bet everybody can do it for me, I cannot have two jobs like these at the same time! Any agents?

7:30 pm. And I'm finally getting out of work just because it's friday and I declared it since I have memory on this advertising business, Free Night! So I run quickly to my bmw, and I realized that I have nothing further to run than to the gym because I got bed late yesterday - with that cute and interesting guy - and I didn't do any excercise in the morning, Jesus I can't be like that.

9:30 pm. After a killer work out I go to my apartment thinking about the big and juicy spaghetti I'm gonna cook for MYSELF! also thinking that that work out  increases my chances of getting this guy calling me again for some stupid girly mind reason, and then I got depressed, I don't take a shower right after and I start eating like crazy, I look up to the bread and it's looking at me too, haha duh! That's not possible Nicole, maybe you should get just one... I get two! And guess what When I'm about to finish the hole casserole, somebody from a strange phone number, is calling me, and I think I'm not gonna get it because I don't wanna work right now, It's Free Nigh right? anyways.. I don't get it and it starts ringing again, I answer and damnnnnnnnnnnnnn. He's calling me!!! I'm regretting all that food I ate, and thinking about what I'm gonna wear, what I'm gonna say, What I'm planning to do with him, because I'm afraid to have sex in the second date giving to the fact, boys always missunderstand those situations, and I get unconfortable, also because I'm weak at those times and I don't wanna be weak because it's time to Look forward to commitment and I don't wanna suffer anymore!!! Not anymore, I just wanna be treated right, and catch some interest in the way they don't need sex to be confortable with me. That's it!  ... Fu$%&! He told me he would like to see me someday, he just wanted to tell me that he had this client for me .. Dellusion.. Really interesting.. uh!

11:00 pm.. I already took a shower, Reading this new book called "The science of love" and crying.... When am I gonna stop this?

12:00 am. I'm ready to sleep, what the foeee? I can do it better without a man! Tomorrow I'll flirt with the guy from the news.. damn He's so hot! What the hell, I'm so cute, and fun and intelligent..... and I still dunno if it worths it for them.. but .. anyways.. See you tomorrow!