26 septiembre, 2011

Le chanson!

C'est une belle chanson, c'est magnifique pour les jeunes qui sont confondu dans la vie.

It's been a long since I did not find a song that do not specifically talk about love,delution or goodbyes, but totally describes how you feel must of the time mostly when you are young.

"When you get what you want but not what you need", that is exactly how I feel when I do things just because I felt like in the moment, but I totally know from the very first time I thought about it that it is not going to be enough to cover what it is actually good for me and my internal peace, it is kind of the alter-ego everybody has, that sometimes replaces things we cannot or at least think we cannot have them in a short-term period.The good part "That feeling goes away and you have fun since it was something you desired" The bad part "Most of the times you feel emptier afterwards because you realize how much difference is between those two things".

On the other hand is the way it expresses "But if you never try you never know", it is totally why we need to do what we want, even if is not what we innerly need.  As young people we are in an urge to figure out what else is there, if not we invent it, the funniest thing ever is when we say this and then we regret! That isnot fair from our inner peace, c'man, see how ironic we can be.

"When you are too in love to let it go"  that is totally something wrong, but when we pass trought it we do not see it at all, or at least we do not want it visible. We face the fact that our relationship was not,uhmmm let's call it  "healthy" until we explode inside and sometimes in worst cases outside too. As rational animals we care about each others so much in a way we always think about the people we loved involved in a situation before thinking about us as individuals and about them as individuals too. So guess what? It is not the person, it is not an anti-selfish reaction, it is just the "cool bond we used to have" and "what I liked about it" and most of the times the "idea of having something for sure" what really captures us. And this do not only apply to love relationships, but to many things such as jobmates, living somewhere, working at somewhere, bad habits, classmates, preconcibed ideas of people that were confortableenough to handle otherwise would become awkward, places we like just because we dreamed about them many times eventhought they are not what we were looking for.

"When you feel so tired but you cannot sleep", That not only happens when you have previously drank caffeine or taurine, or when you are in love and you cannot stop thinking about your "boo" or even when you have a test the nextday,that happens when you feel lost, when you feel full of wonders, when youare depressed, when you are totally happy inside but you do not know how to express it. Sometimes it happens when you are too excited to live something, when you have an idea you do not howto put it together, when you miss someone so much you yearn that only one to come again to you, when you need such an embrace you feel embarrased to say it, when you lie at someone you love or when you cannot believe how things changed in a minute and you wish you could have stopped the time or delete it as a text message on your memories. It is ok to feel like that, what I do on those cases is to WRITE.

Accordingly to the lyrics of this song, we will always know at some point how to find the way home in a  figurative and literal way and how to find the strenght we need desesperately to feel ok when we don't, and I think this is not just Coldplay who says so and who thinks so, We all know that, the interesting part is that if it is impossible not to re compose from something that hurts, harms or intrigues us, why do we always blow our minds thinking and get so emotional and difficult sometimes... I don't think we can FIX US absolutely. We fix what we challenge ourselves to fix in some moments we feel we are not in transition nevertheless we always are.

Hi music, I love you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_eVvwJKrGVg

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